What Should I do??

Any ideas on what direction I can go? Former trucker with a life that got wasted being on the road and a broken shattered life for my reward of thirty hard years plus out there somewhere and nothing to show for it. I suppose that I can kick myself for not going in the military but thats now past. All I can think about is how I can get my life turned around and going up again instead of being in this rut I been in for too long.

I can think of some possibilities of improving my writing skills as I love to express my thoughts in along of ways, mostly blogging or through the CNN Ireport pages. So, I guess I will see what happens and go from there.